Bye Grandma....

its only the 4th day of feb,and so many things has happen

1. grandma condition worsen

2. younger bro been hiding homework and schwork....he as 48 pages of maths undone,cause he hide the book...

3. seeing elder bro always so stressed out...

stepping down with heavy heart due to a demoralized team

dearest over overseas in europe....

budds going to bangkok for cny period..

exam is coming in 3 weeks...'

haiz....so not looking forward to my birthday.. for there is nothing to make me want to look forward to it now

i am stress and tired spiritually....

i will just hide at the pool tmr with my lappy....

what abt now....

hahha...so fast its feb alr...1 more mth and i say goodbye to poly life....yep 14 days will mark the start of big 2...20 years on this planet earth....many ups and downs...recently grandma health hasnt been good ...shucks...feeling helpless seeing her suffering like that.... hopefully she can make it thru her 80th bd...

sumtimes i am glad that i have my dearest and my bestie to talk to....and of course my elder brother other than my parents...

haha anyway my wish list is here

1. Canon DSLR 500d - $1299

2. APPLE CARE FOR 13inch macbook pro x 2 ($300 each)

3. Apple Care for ipod touch (S$ 88.00)

4. brand new non camera phone ( htc snap with fring!)

5. London Airtickets (1300)

6. APPLE MAGIC MOUSE ($98)

hahaha...shall now go back to my ppt presentation...

WISHLIST UPDATED

1. Canon DSLR 500d

2. APPLE CARE FOR 13inch macbook pro x 2

3. Apple Care for ipod touch

4. brand new non camera phone

5. London Airtickets

duno why

alr having a feeling will have a screwed up birthday....

lol...

Though graduation is 5 weeks away....

so many things to be worrying and busy

1. where is my dearest...i miss her alot...

2. PROJECTS PROJECTS,REPORT, PRESENTATION

3. WHAT KIND OF CNY I AM GOING TO HAVE

wish list for birthday:

1. brand new non camera phone with fring or im+ installed

2. ticket to london.

3. DO well for exam man...final 1 alr

4. MAIN AND LAST EXAM

5. CAAS EXAM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 weeks more to CNY and Birthday and 1 year anniversery

5 weeks more to Exam..

7 weeks more to Dearest Birthday and Army...

Grandma pls get better=(

ALL i want for my birthday is

my grandma (dad side) to get better

and my grandpa ( mum side) to get better too

and 2 way ticket to LONDON...

hahaha..anyone can grant me those wishes?

11 mths and going...happy anniversary dearest!

2010 starts with just 7 days past...and 1 bad news arise...

my dad side granny,i duno man...hope she can make it through this year...

pls dont take away someone that impt to me, with dearest headed back to london today..it will be another 7-8 mths before i get to see you again....

haiz....

FIRST day of 2010...wow time flies... 3 years ago,i was working after my o level..waiting for my results to tell me where i am heading to,and wala! poly is where i landed in... and now 3 years is coming to an end in 2 mths or so time...i duno how to say,but i am excited/ anxious/worried whats coming up for me when i graduate....omg...this year also mark the start of the BIG 2...yes yes 1 more year i will hit the age where i will start to be treated as a fully grown adult...

and once again,i realise everytime for the year i graduate in,like pri sch,sec sch or now poly... the year will always intersact with a major soccer event...yes the world cup this year..ironic ,that i always worry abt being distracted by it,but this year i wont be,cause by then i will be a shaved botak in green..yes army...

alot ask me what do i think abt it.but myans is standard for all : i have been in an army disciplined family.since young alr start to used to my dad army way of teaching and now my elder bro and soon me...

i am really excited to see what is it goin to be like for 2010...i will want to further my studies,but maybe in a private uni to continue on aerospace or sum other thing..i really duno....i will want to see if this job of mine will make me a happy person or simply changing job will be the best...but we will see...now there is my first quarter scedule

jan 11- buds bd

jan 14- 11 mth anni with dearest

feb 14- my bd,1 year anni with dearest,CNY

march 7 - dearest bd

march 15 - dad bd

april - CAAS exam... 6 papers...hope i pass all...got more pay...

will slot in more as time comes.. .:)